i’m too sleepy to

December 31, 2001 | Leave a Comment

i’m too sleepy to stay awake and see 2002 arrive. you guys make sure it lands here safely, k? hooray!….*confetti*….zzzzz…

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i’m feeling a bit less

December 31, 2001 | Leave a Comment

i’m feeling a bit less socially abrasive today, so i figured i would write for a while.

i’m really not certain what this dark moodiness is about. it sort of ticks me off that i have immediately pointed an accusing finger at the old, whiny feminine standby - PMS. (which, i’ve always contended, actually stands for “possible murder suspect”…ha!) for some reason it just always seems like a cop out to attribute any bitchiness to that. in fact, i hate it when either gender does it.

it could be other things, like:

~it’s been ass-freezing cold for days now and will be for the rest of this week. cabin fever has set in, dear readers.
~Agent J is on day #7 of his holiday break and i feel like i am living more on his schedule than i am my own at the moment. don’t get me wrong, it’s great having him home, but sometimes i just need a little space and time to do things my way.
~i still haven’t talked to the ‘Rents since waaayy before christmas and i’m feeling lots of guilt and an obligation to do so.
~i need to paint, but i feel immobilized. i got sidetracked about 3 weeks ago and i can’t get back in the groove.
~i know deep in my heart that i have some big changes to make this year in order to improve my life, ie. better nutrition and increased exercise; more self-promotion of my artwork and abilities, etc. i know that i don’t fear the changes — i want them more than anything. what i fear is failure. i’m scared to try because if i should fail, then i have to deal with the negative feelings towards myself.

well, now. let’s stir all of this together in my big hollow head — mmmm, a sure-fire recipe for crankiness!

or… it really *could* be that PMS thing…

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alright.. i took this test,

December 30, 2001 | Leave a Comment

alright.. i took this test, too. now i’m sitting here trying to imagine myself as a combination of Pooh and the Cheshire Cat.

what the hell am i?

Grinnie-the-Shit?

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

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see? this is why i

December 29, 2001 | Leave a Comment

see? this is why i am under constant supervision…

You’re the epitome of insane. Either you’re very smart, or you’re too damn stupid. The world is your playground, and everything — and everyone — in it is a toy for you to play with. People should be scared of you, but because you’re so affable, they aren’t. Tough for them.

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